This is Nelson Richard Pepin I. He is and always will be the love of my life. I remember the very first day that we met, I was so anxious to get to know this boy more. We started dating my junior year but for some reason I didn’t appreciate what I had until it was gone. Luckily I got the chance to love this boy again and I am very grateful for that because you never really appreciate what you have until you go without it for a while. September 8, 2011 was my second chance. Each day that passed, I fell deeper and deeper in love with this guy. No one will ever know or understand the amount of love I have for him. We did some pretty childish and hurtful things this summer to each other and at the end of the summer we were tired emotionally. We have been broken up for about 3 weeks now….There hasn’t been a day that has gone by that I don’t think of him, he is always on my mind. I have realized how special he really is to me, I want my baby nelly pop back <3 I would do anything for this kid, I would drop everything I was doing just to help him out or even just to see him. I don’t care if it is just for 5 minutes or a couple hours, seeing him makes my heart smile and the butterflies in my stomach go crazzzzy. It is crazy to think that after having this guy in my life for 3 years he still manages to make me nervous and he still gives me the same feeling he gave me when we first met, I love him with all my heart and hope to cross paths again someday <3
Wanting you happy was always more important than wanting you.